13th
Since summer has begun…
I noticed something.
I really miss them.
I miss waking up to everyone laughing, talking,
&
just being there.
I miss seeing your face in the mourning.
I miss the hugs.
I miss the screaming
&
the laughter.
I know summer is temporarily,
but…
still.
I’m not going to be here for much longer…
&
I still wish I said good-bye to you.
TO YOU, I wish I had said good-bye.
I planned it.
I imagined it.
I was nervous you would walk away from me.
&
I never did it.
After everything we shared…
everything we talked about…
I never even said good-bye to you!
&
in my heart I regret it…
But maybe you would have walked away from me…
Shunned me…
Make me look like an idiot…
Make me CRY.
I know in my heart I am saying good-bye to you…
&
I’m moving on,
I’m moving on to better things
&
better people.
But I will always hold you close to my heart…
Even after I move on.
Good-Bye~
